I put dog shit in my ass and Google knew five minutes before it happened, filmed it, and sold it back to me as a custom highlight of my home alone shenanigans. I find this a bit egregious, personally.
Impractical_Island
Bitch, we talking to you through your phone's keyboard's predictive text and by rearranging your social media feed and you think that's mysterious capitalism doing a magick psychic instead of, like, us.
I figured that out 13-14 years ago after I had figured out how to have a life with maximums pleasure and minimum responsibility. Additionally, I figured out lucid dreaming and literally did anything I wanted maybe a third to half of nights. It was hell after a minute. Completely unfulfilling. You gotta have a mission, something bigger than yourself to fight for, and it has to have a significant degree of unpredictability. That makes life fulfilling.
I do suffer, but I am doing a bit. I play an autobiographical character to help market my educational art project to theoretical past versions of myself who still suffer as I used to. I guarantee what you perceive does not reflect the nature of my suffering, and "suffering" is not the same as "suffering" when I was young. One thing is certain: my life is not in any way "normal," and I'll let the annals of my work speak for me there.
But also, trick question: could you spare any change, sir? The king's got us on all sorts of marbled shitflaps this time of year.
You should get help for that obsession you have. It's really weird to live rent-free in someone's head like this for a basic application of grammar for [Effect], and I would appreciate if you do me a solid and let me outta there, bro. You're fucking my shit up, keeping me inside you like this. I came last week, ffs!
The entanglement process of Karma is what determines what is procedurally generated in your monadic existence, but we choose these lives of ours with the specific trials we personally face as part of a larger process where we have built Heaven - a society that grows ever more perfect eternally - but found we were maladapted for it in some capacity, so we chose the life we now have to specifically unentangle ourselves from our maladaptations.
I wrote part of this for you. May illuminate something, I suspect, given your username and incapacity to synthesize reality for yourself.
If you truly cared about me, you would stop observing me and investigate me. A comment I made just this morning will inform you of your ignorance.
Here, I send this artwork of an associate to hopefully illuminate something:


Bro, you think the Earth is real.
I don't know how to relay how retarded your ass is.