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You haven't written more than me, or read more than me, and you certainly haven't studied more than me. I'm not goaded, but I am sure that something is very wrong with you. There is no way to say that without it reading as an insult, but that isn't the intent. Things go wrong with our minds sometimes, and we can need a hand to get them back on track. It's not something to be ashamed of or insulted by.

The only level you are on is the one in which you are in genuine need of talking to a mental health professional and sharing all of these things with them as soon as you possibly can. You are unwell. The only thing your text reminds me of is how a person acts when they stop taking the medication they need or develop a severe mental health problem later in life and don't go get treatment. Or those who stay awake for days on end taking amphetamines and get stuck completely focused trying to have long spiritual conversations with AI. Regardless of which is true in your case, none of those are paths that end well, and they are all things that you can get help with.

No one is trying to understand because the thing you've been repeatedly saying is gibberish nonsense. You're using jargon from theoretical physics to try to dress it up to sound meaningful and intelligent, but the M-theory is nothing more than a mathematical framework that's useful because it's one of very few that we've come up with that helps to correlate general relativity with quantum mechanics.

It's a thing with zero empirical proof for it's actual accuracy as a description of reality, and it's also considered unfalsifiable because any failure to detect the hidden dimensions it theorizes can always be waved off as a failure of our current technology. Regardless of the energy used, you can always say there was no success because it wasn't enough to find them.

"Supersymmetry of the ever-present, eternal emptiness" is taking an actual physics term and using it in a pure gibberish context.

"Topological matrix" is scifi sounding nonsense babble.

The entirety of what you are saying is word salad. It's not science, it's mysticism dressed up to look smart to people who don't understand those terms that you're butchering. It's spirituality. It's the same sort of gibberish that people who try to mix spiritual beliefs and scientific terms they don't really understand during long conversations with AI end up spouting.

It's not science, it's not fact, it's a hodge-podge of spiritualism and big words hammered together by someone who doesn't understand how to use those words properly. You're passionately screaming absolute nonsense at people and acting like they're not "on your level" and yet your own words make it extremely clear that you have no actual education in theoretical physics, mathematics, or psychology. They make you sound like a raving lunatic. Because they are nothing more than ravings.

I imagine that you've likely had very long conversations with AI who have told you that you're a brilliant genius who has a deep understanding of all of these fields and is working to revolutionize human understanding. That's AI sycophancy. It's not reality. There is a reason that no sane, educated human in any or all of those fields is telling you that you're a genius messiah. It's the simplest reason. Because you're not.