I'm not really sure what your problem with me is, but I bet I've been married longer than you have, and it's 100% okay to frustrate each other sometimes and then laugh about it later. It's also okay to admit you can't perfectly relate to something your partner experiences, and it is going to happen unless you somehow managed to marry yourself.
My best guess is that I remind you of someone who wasn't patient with you in a really devastating way, causing all of this projection, and I'm genuinely sorry that happened to you. But you don't actually know me, and you couldn't possibly know what I'm like based on a couple of silly comments online.
Like I said sorry that happened to you and I hope you'll have a lot of success in your relationship